Tuesday, August 24, 2010

mixed emotions

Is'nt it fun not knowing what to do next?
to be surprised by every waking moment.to not know ware the moment will be, to laugh, to learn, to hurt, to Love, to creat memoreys, to do anything.
I almost broke up a fight last night... it reminded me when I was little and I'd go hide when People around me got mad, to be out of the way, to not have to see it, or to trie to disapear in to my own world of make beleaf. ware we were was a grate ministery now that I can look back on it, but seeing My sister get punched then calling the copes kinda dose something to you...from that day on i always wanted to stand up for the pore kids that got beat up for no reason, first one I broke up broke my heart, every one watched 3 boys beating up a 7 year old. thats a time a demanded Help!.........I couldnt take them all, but I was willing. pore guy, he was so scared and had a black eye, I'v never gotten a hug that ment so much to me as that little boy did.
'a moment to Love'
to stand by one a nuther throw lifes curv balls. thank God he didnt get to hurt..

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

work day with extra brakes

Work day with extra brakes



I woke up early Monday morning, with thoughts of how to build a round pin, for Joey,


Grate thoughts about the old boards out in the barn, I could pull the nails, and use them as side boards, and all I'd need was the Main boards, as you can tell I don’t do a lot of wood work sense I have no clue what the proper names for what I need is.


I got up, got dressed for work, went down stairs, talked to my mommy about the wonderful Idea God gave me in the wee hours of the morning, and I could start to ride Joey again, the furrier said it’d be better to work him in a smaller pen so he wouldn’t spook as easily.


Mom looked at me with sleepy bugs in her eyes and basically said good luck!


I went and got a hammer, my work gloves so I wouldn’t get cut on the metal out there that’s suppose to be on the roof, my boots, so if Joey stepped on me again I'd be prepared! Just the day before he stepped on me and gave me a nice sized bruise! Owe!


But this time I went prepared! Woot woot!


I headed out to the Barn, moved the sheets of metal, and got to work,


as I worked I made lots of noise apparently, because Joey found me, and come loping up as happy as can be, the little goob about knocked me over, grr.


He expressed how much he missed me by rubbing gently on my back with his head, then reaching up to poll on my pony tail with the tip of his lips, He wasn’t bothersome at all, it was nice to have company, sense Sammy my Dog ran off as soon as Joe come up, (pore little guy, he’s so small, Joey scares him)


I wasn’t worried about him biting, we’d been through the biting cores many times and he knows not to, but fraid he dose if he gets mad, were working on his fits.


I forgot I had stuck my (yellow) work gloves in my back Pocket for safe keeping,


until they were pulled out....?


I put down my hammer and nail bare, then turned around to see Joey with both ears forward,(mischief pose) looking at me, with yellow fingers sticking out of his mouth! My first reaction was, he could choke, he ate the other one figure leaving 3 left out, what in the world!? I stood there dumb shocked, then his lips pulled back showing a bit of teeth, what a goob, he smiled at me and acted like he was shying away, I couldn’t help but to Laugh at the what I was dealing with, I pulled my glove out of his mouth and picked up the other one off the ground, returned them to my pocket and hugged the goober, then went back to work.


Being the Mischief boy he is, he was right in the way, so I scooted him over a bit, (tried) he didn’t budge! 'Joey, I have to get this done, move over,' I put one hand on his shoulder and the other on his hip, and pushed! He moved about an inch, I settled for that, it was all I really needed to pull nails.


There was an old trampoline cover in the pile of boards, tin sheets, hay rapping’s aka string, a tarp, wire, ok a junk pile! Lol.


Daisy my first horse (R.I.P.) was terrified of plastic noise, big pieces of mutual, and anything that could be caught by the wind.


A trampoline cover is all those things; I wondered how Joe would handle it if I pulled it out? I pushed him over some more, so if he spooked I wouldn’t be in the run way, I Pulled a lot out before it got stuck, I looked at Joey to see what he’d do with that much out, he was busy with a horse fly, (figures) so I bent over the cow panel which held all the junk in place, trying to get the cover unstuck from the nail. Wall my butt was in the air trying to detangle, the cover left from my hands with good force...? I stood up looked at ware it went...? to find Joey with part of it in his mouth, and stomping on it with a hoof, then he shook his head back and forth, like a wet dog would after giving them a bath, the cover looked like a bulk of water with how fast he moved it, dust flew every ware! He dropped it and blinked, I laughed then went back to work again, a couple minutes later........? Sammy was barking up a storm and Joe was groaning? I looked over to outside of the barn to see..Joey rolling back and forth like crazy to get the dust off.


I worked wall Joe cashed Sammy around the pasture! pore Sam, he asked for it though, Sam came in under the barn wall ware the wind tore off panels, and laid down to ketch his breath, I didn’t blame him, I set down my tools again to get a drink, what I didn’t know was that Joe had come back in, I turned around to fined....my (yellow) hammer was gone?? what?? I lifted a copal boards, nothing, ahhhhhhhhh! I was hot! Tierd, sore from hitting my finger, and now my tools were gone!...I looked at Joey as he was walking to the Big gate, 'Joe' he turned to me holding to hammer sideways! Get back here!!! He stood there staring at me yet again, I marched up to him! held out my hand and waited he started to turn back to the gate, I snatched the hammer, "what are you trying to do? make me go crazy!!!?' the only response I got was a big old lick on my noise......... that’s the pride and Joy of my Life!

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

favorite

I've found a favorite,
I was cleaning in my room last night, listing to my mp3, and Clare da loon was uyp next!
sitting on my bed and getting rapd up in the music, and memorys of my oldist sister playing the pieono, going to bed at the right time, I would be rocked to sleep by the sweet sound of her fingers moveing up and down the key bored,
one of the things I miss abt my sisters moved out..

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Swing Dance tips! 'girls'


I am not so sure on how many you will get, but here gos!
one, no mater what weather it is and how cold blooded you are, ware 100% cotton!!
I'm personally a sweter! meaning I get drenched by the end of dance....1/2..lol.
two, I personally think its nice to look each other eye to eye. for me it helps me focus on what there doing and isn't distracting, (unless your partner has amazing eyes!) which can be rather difficult... but fun at the same time.
three, this should be first, it is best and more likely to get you to dance more, deodorant, pleas aplie heavily, it dose help!
four, ok girls, even tho you partner smells amazing! don't linger when they spin you under, ushily Therese more spins to follow, and if-when you do that, your feet are twisted, and gravity isn't gracious, and concrete may look soft? it lies...
five, a small heel is easyer to dance in then flats, it keeps your knees bent and ready, ( for me that is)
six, if you get a partner that's spin happy and rather short, pray you can shrink, or learn to do stretches that will help you to duk with out hurting your self.
7, its purferd to stretch before hand any ways,
I've gotten my line up outta wak.
8, be pashent with the people learning. they have more to memorize then you do, I know being the youngest of four girls, you get to know both parts well, which I love to know, it makes it easyer to teach friends. <3>

Thursday, June 3, 2010

i found a intrist of mine! I didnt know i had.
I love to make people laugh!
so when I go out to wallmart or something, one of my goles is to get at least ten people to smile, or at least four to lough!
I'v stareted this when i was 13, thats when i did only ten. but know i do my age! and i say it gets hard some times, but its fun to do!
to give a little pease of my joy to some one els!
one of the hard parts is keeping my Joy, for its very esy to get bogged down with the thoughts of the world and how they think.
so I like to trie to be aptimistic! some times i dont do so well, but oh to see the surprise on same of the people's faces! and to hear the sweet sound of on going laughter! its one thing that keeps me going through life.
yester day my mom and I went shoping, (fun fun!) and it was fun to meet new people and see old friends!
poo... i got to go..

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

New blog theme..?

I have set a gole for my self! it's kinda odd. for me. .  anyway.
i'm going to have my horse traned by june! i hope! THATS MY GOLE ANY WAYS. i hope i dont break any bones in the prasses..

yester day i staretd, by saddling Joe (my horse) up! then takeing my loung line and a nother hook. and makeing rains out of them.
i looped them throw the sturups! and aperated from behind! senns i have never been on Joe.. i wanted to make sure, when i get the gutts to get on. that he'll know how to stere. and i pray i wont get bucked off!


P.S. info on Joe. hes a six your old paint. red and wight. hes been traned befor! to ride. and is verry smart! but his preveus owners left him to paster for over four years. with no human contackt.
so when dad found him. he wanted nothing to do with us. and almost tranpled me.! ahhhhhhhhhh! oh wait! i'm still alive! ok! i'm safe! jk jk.
I'v had Joey sens last june.
People say hes my purfect match! were both verry strong headed. honery. will fight to get it are way! and love what ever comes! I have to say though.. Joe has more pashents then myself..... everyone says he acts like i did when i was two! i faght with my dad! abt everything! so i was told! he wone of cores! thank heavens! if he didnt i'd be a spoled little braght! who would eventuly be a buly....thats hard to admit but there it is!..lol!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

A friend is someone we turn to, When our spirits need a lift, A friend is someone we treasure, For true friendship is a gift. A friend is someone we laugh with, Over little personal things, A friend is someone we're serious with, In facing whatever life brings. A friend is someone who fills our lives, With beauty and j...oy and grace. And makes the world that we live in, A better and happier place! ♥"